Sunday, April 10, 2011

baby chevoinne is out on 10 April 2011 . we gaveup on natural birth due to some reason so she is out by c-section . everything was av painful experience but well ,it is the first time in my whole 20 years life . I am proud of myself . and ofcourse my hubby accompanyme for th whole process when iam in pain . he nv stop encouraging me and keep asking baby to come out and he ask me to take injection as he doesn't want me to feel the pain and scare that I couldn't take it but I choose to take lauging gas first . and whn iAm in pain , he volenter to help me hold the mask and askme to hold his hand instead of railing . and when doc say go on to c section , hubby straight say okay without second thought . even when I cried cause it gonna cost a big bomb , hubby still can joke w me saying than you cannot change phone anymore and keep saying don't cried , we also have no choice , it not your fault is baby naughty . iam so touched . but during the whole process of c section , hubby did not come in but he wait at my ward for v long . Hubby , thanks for being w me . sorry that I let you spend so much instead of saving ): without you , I don't think I could endure the pain . iloveyou somuch . ! my baby girl , thanks god that you are out safely and healthy . all the pain is worth it . thou ii know at the beginning , thing won't beeasy but I will work hard to be s good mummy of yours . you make me feel so success . this is something I nv feel before . I alw tot I could nv get married , nv have my baby , but now , I have my family . thou it might be quite tough but daddy and mummy will work hard for you and our future ! iloveyou , My beloved daughter.

Friday, April 1, 2011

8 more days to EDD ! CANT WAIT ! 

Doc say my cervix open 1cm already . Like FINALLY ?
Haha . Hope that she will pop out within these few days ! Iam bored at home ah !